Before and After
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Wednesday May 7th, 2008 @ 11:44 AM
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Elliot writes, “I’m what my (legally mandatory) psychologist would call a transsexual. I got an official diagnosis and everything — gender identity disorder! Certificate of disorder in hand, Dr. ***** was convinced I was a real transsexual. Little did he know I’m actually a bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked kid! And now I’ve got my own little fuck-you-gender/sex-binary body!”
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98 Responses to “Before and After”
why does it look like photoshop?
Mariucha on May 7th, 2008 at 11:49 ami love the facial expressions! you look like one fun ‘bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked kid’ :D
Cardboardfrog on May 7th, 2008 at 11:49 amGood for you for getting it done. Looks great! (before and after)
Kay on May 7th, 2008 at 11:54 amugh. chest reconstruction is very painful. my friend’s partner just got his chest reconstructed as phase 3 of his genger change. it looks amasing but he said it was excruciating.
more power to him. looks well done :)
::thumbs up::
kozy on May 7th, 2008 at 11:55 amif this is real, haha, if this is fake, LMAO!
Shiza on May 7th, 2008 at 11:55 amOuch! Good luck healing.
toothpaste on May 7th, 2008 at 12:03 pmOuch! Good luck healing.
toothpaste on May 7th, 2008 at 12:03 pmIt looks fake because that’s scarring and nipple re-alignment. Looks real to me. Grats on the new (and nice looking) chest!
Desiree on May 7th, 2008 at 12:10 pmSigh…those were some gorgeous boobs. The new chest is very well-done, though! Congrats!
Julie on May 7th, 2008 at 12:16 pmholy crap! that’s one of the best looking chest surgery results i’ve ever seen. awesome
TrinityVA on May 7th, 2008 at 12:29 pm“And now I’ve got my own little fuck-you-gender/sex-binary body!”
HereKittyKitty on May 7th, 2008 at 12:34 pmLove the attitude! And the results are looking great and the facial expressions are gold.
=)
I really really really want to be his friend. haha. I want to go around tricking people about gender with him. what fun.
soup on May 7th, 2008 at 12:41 pmHang on, I’m confused. Was this dude born a boy or a girl?
I’m guessing a girl, but there’s a lot of belly hair ^_^
Harleykim on May 7th, 2008 at 1:26 pmFemale.
Possibly an effect of taking testosterone.
TrinityVA on May 7th, 2008 at 1:27 pmRock the world Elliot!
Mac on May 7th, 2008 at 1:32 pmHarleykim and TrinityVA Dude was born with girl parts. Yes the belly hair was probably testosterone induced.
Mac on May 7th, 2008 at 1:34 pm16: Yeah, that’s what I meant… I didn’t want to get into “born with girl parts” because some people feel that “girl parts” would refer not to, say, a vagina and vulva but rather to any parts belonging to someone who identifies as a girl. So I went with “female” as a marker of sex. *shrug*
TrinityVA on May 7th, 2008 at 1:41 pmI wish I had her/his (not sure what they want to be refered to?) before tatas. What a nice rack.
Sara on May 7th, 2008 at 1:49 pmwhat a hottie! though i wish there was a boob charity for those who didn’t want them, because it seems like a waste of a lovely pair. i coulda used em…
anabot on May 7th, 2008 at 1:57 pmI second the boob-charity idea!
PotataChipz on May 7th, 2008 at 2:12 pmSo I gotta ask, how exactly do you go about realigning nipples?
hi elliot, didn’t expect to find you here.
sae on May 7th, 2008 at 2:13 pm(and for those wondering, this is definitely real, i know the kid)
….god, hot. id hit it /smirk
devo on May 7th, 2008 at 2:21 pmBest use of adjectives EVER.
manini on May 7th, 2008 at 2:25 pmyay Elliot! *cheer* what a great attitude, look at that happy little smirk in the second photo! so glad that you’re getting you body to the way you want it to be - what a fabulous looking reconstruction!
silvereden on May 7th, 2008 at 2:30 pmOh my God, sae. You seriously never told me you had a hot bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked friend. Hook me up!
(*lustlustlustlustlust*)
Also love the smirk.
Let’s kiss. :-D
gracefire on May 7th, 2008 at 2:40 pmthe chest looks great. glad youre happy with the results :D
laceytron on May 7th, 2008 at 2:45 pmThe result looks great! Looking forward to mine, but I’m just a plain ol’ ftm transsexual ;)
Jimbo on May 7th, 2008 at 2:55 pm#4: While I’m sure it’s painful, having breasts implanted is probably a lot more painful than having it removed because of all the pressure put on the skin.
Tranque on May 7th, 2008 at 3:18 pmRegardless, will those scars go away? Or does this genderfucked kid like ‘em? :]
Also, I’d kill for those breasts. >.>
Huzzah for genderfucked kids! ^___^
Bertany on May 7th, 2008 at 3:34 pmI plan on keeping my lady parts, but gender-blurring is quite sexy.
so what kind of naughty bits do you have downstairs?
Tsarik on May 7th, 2008 at 3:42 pm#28 - the scars usually fade, and as they’re placed kind of following the lower side of pectoral muscles they can often end up almost hidden or even making the pecs look bigger as it eccentuates the shape of them.
That said, some people have quite visible chest scars all the way and love them - I dare assume this genderfucker would too!
Jimbo on May 7th, 2008 at 3:48 pm“I’m actually a bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked kid!”
WTF???
however.. well done dud…ehmm gir… hmmm
Lk on May 7th, 2008 at 4:19 pmwell done, that’s all.
that is, by far, the absolute best chest reconstruction i’ve ever seen! there’s no weird dents or odd bulges - it looks like a perfect chest. i really hope you are happy with the results and healing goes/went well - you look phenomenal!
nope on May 7th, 2008 at 4:32 pmyep….turned out good…..but it would have been much easier just being a girl and getting over it…..
Max Brand on May 7th, 2008 at 4:32 pmLookin good with the chest! I am hoping to do mine within a year now, just need some funds. I’d also say the belly fuzz is due to having a script for ‘T’, as hair will change according to cues from hormones.
HJP on May 7th, 2008 at 4:38 pm#34, it would probably be “much easier” for you to not pretend you have the first idea about a transperson’s needs.
riotturtle on May 7th, 2008 at 4:52 pmMax Brand, I find your comment baffling on a site like BME, and a bit insulting.
It would have been easier for me to be a girl and get over it, except I would have been living a lie and would never have been happy. Yeah, the hormone treatment, surgeries, abuse I face from people, it’s all worth it when I look in the mirror and see the man I always knew I was inside. I don’t think anyone takes on gender related surgery without really needing to!
Jimbo on May 7th, 2008 at 4:55 pmcome on bria, i live in santa cruz, you gotta expect that shit outta my life these days =D
sae on May 7th, 2008 at 4:55 pmplus, im me
and Max, you’re an idiot
sae on May 7th, 2008 at 4:56 pmI would.
maz on May 7th, 2008 at 5:01 pmaww, i liked his boobies though…but, if your happy then good for you!
max, i don’t even know if there is much i can say for that kind of stupid.
Sade on May 7th, 2008 at 5:03 pmIt look like Dr. Brownstein’s work.
http://www.brownsteinmd.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WEA3p1Eq3U
his cost is around 8k
I’m another person who had same surgery, but went to regular local plastic surgeon. I do not have much pain when I got the surgey.
ELY M. on May 7th, 2008 at 5:06 pmIt was not too bad. I’m so glad to get my stupid boobs removed.
I just need small revisions.
I love the facial expression in that first photo!!
I’m glad you’re happy :-)
Yeah Max…what the hell?
Keylin on May 7th, 2008 at 5:08 pmI like that the mohawk stayed!
Hope on May 7th, 2008 at 5:40 pmThat’s very nice work. The nipple realignment (and resizing, if I’m not mistaken?) is also very good work; I’ve seen some truely botched examples in the past. The hormones are also doing nicely, with an interesting time lapse between the two images. Congrats.
Human.v2.0 on May 7th, 2008 at 5:42 pmGenderfucking gorgeous!
Mae on May 7th, 2008 at 6:16 pmthats CRAZY!!
MR.C on May 7th, 2008 at 6:44 pmnice one!
EL Jay DB on May 7th, 2008 at 6:46 pmthat looks like brownsteins signature work alright
fantastic!
anyone know who the surgeon was? those results are great.
e. on May 7th, 2008 at 6:47 pmWhy would you want to fool your psychologist?
n0ir on May 7th, 2008 at 7:10 pmFUCK YES DUDE! congrats!!!! love the caption toooo! soo good. you is lookin miiiiiiighty fine :)!
ps: call me
as for others - how is it EVER APPROPRIATE to ask people such personal questions about their genitals?? who the fuck care sif yre confused, kee it to yrself.
ovaryaction on May 7th, 2008 at 7:11 pm#50 - because psychology and gender identity is fukd. duh.
ovaryaction on May 7th, 2008 at 7:11 pm52: I really don´t udnerstand what you are saying? Is both psychology (as a science) and gender identity (as a human trait) “fucked”? What does that even mean?
n0ir on May 7th, 2008 at 7:15 pmAwesome!
lippi on May 7th, 2008 at 7:57 pm*groan* I don’t have a problem with people being whatever gender or combination thereof they feel is right for them, but when you make up these polysyllabic titles like it makes you some kind of awesome person, that’s kind of wanky.
Xenobiologista on May 7th, 2008 at 8:02 pmYay! It looks gorgeous, and what a fucking fabulous attitude!
Although I’m shocked by some of the attitudes that are being expressed here… let’s keep it positive, y’know?
Lauren on May 7th, 2008 at 9:25 pmNew nipples creep me out. Bad.
deadite_666 on May 7th, 2008 at 9:38 pmScrew the boobs, go with the mohawk!
Seriously, congrats, it looks gorgeous. Top scars are so sexy…
Jen on May 7th, 2008 at 9:41 pmYay Elliot, you look great!
If I had good health and the money needed for top surgery, I would have it in a shot.
Anatomie on May 7th, 2008 at 9:46 pmi heard this awesome interview on This American Life with a F2M tranny (you can prolly podcast it) and it was kind of funny because he was talking about how he used to be this edgy butch dyke that would read edgy poems in coffee shops about fucking chicks and stuff like that, but then once he became a dude, he was basically just a misogynist
oppositronic on May 7th, 2008 at 10:15 pmhot before and after! so glad you are now comfortable in your own skin!
Miranda Propaganda on May 7th, 2008 at 11:21 pmWow it looks great. Im really immpressed. The chest is gonna look even better when its healed. I seen some healed F2M chests and you cant even see the scarrs once its healed and couldnt tell that the chest was once female. But the rack Elliot had was great as well. I totally wish boobs could be donated to extremely flat chested women like me. I have honestly never seen natural boobs on a lady that are as small as mine. If there was a way to get fat implanted in my boobs then I totally would. I just dont like the idea of having bags of saline in my chest. I want the real thing which is more fat for my rack! Haha! My chest is so bony that I dont even know if it can hold dermal anchors.
Badine on May 7th, 2008 at 11:22 pm#34: Wouldn’t it just be easier to shoot yourself in the head and get your miserable, prejudiced life over with?
I would say sorry for being nasty, but I am not. Close-minded people who comment on things they know nothing about annoys the fuck outta me.
sae: Yes, but as I said, hot was the key omission.
Again, let’s kiss.
gracefire on May 7th, 2008 at 11:55 pmThat looks great! A mighty fine chest you’ve got going there.
Bubblez on May 7th, 2008 at 11:58 pmThat the wide majority of the above comments are positive and accepting makes me proud to be a long-time devotee of modblog (as a genderfucker myself). awesome.
al on May 8th, 2008 at 12:09 am#50 - To transpeople wanting to be who they are inside comes with the price of convincing a psychologist to get the stupid letter of recomendation for hormones, surgeries, etc. This means that a transperson has spend their life trying to get to the point of transition, and then they have to often spend a lot of money on psychologists appointments to get “permission” to continue to be who they are. If he walked in, and said I’m a “bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked kid” or the psych was picky and even thought they weren’t 100% serious, then the hormones and surgery could easily be denied. Some psychologists today are more relaxed about it, but I know quite a few the stick to the very strict restrictions of the HBSOC guidelines, causing some people to face years of therapy with promises of eventual surgery that never happens. I am going thru the same processes with money being the only thing holding me back right now thankfully, but when they thought I may have cancer and it was even recommended by my oncologist to have a hyst/oph surgey - I had two doctors refuse because of my gender expression - the doctors both wrote refused due to GID - causing me to transfer hospitals ti find a young doctor that would do my nessesary surgery which was covered by insurance no less.
HJP on May 8th, 2008 at 1:54 am#50, because psychologists have very narrow, twisted views of gender, it’s identity and expression, and how that should be mirrored on a transperson. There are some psychs out there who wouldn’t believe in a trans patient if the patient didn’t want a husband, three kids, wearing dresses and makeup, or a wife, muscles, male-pattern baldness, and snakeskin boots to go with their beard. Such views were a lot more common in the past, in the fifties and even in the 80’s.
Now a-days that view is less common, but since doctors are not taught or trained about trans-issues in medical school, non-specialists can refer to older texts and their own biases of what men and women “do”, thus trying to explain how someone feels “inbetween”, or totally beyond two pre-determined genders can be confusing. Since all treatment hinges on the psych’s OK, it’s really common for transsexuals to omit parts of their identity that are less socially accepted and understood [which is the psych's loss], or even not discuss their doubts [which is a bad thing.]
In short, science doesn’t have better modifiers for one’s precise gender identity [I see you, 55;] and society doesn’t yet culturally understand anything other than longhair+dress=woman, shorthair+pants=man. Even if we can understand tomboys and butch lesbians, or sensitive men and flaming fags, trannies aren’t given the same leeway [if one behaves femininely, then why can't one be comfortable as a female, I guess. Being such an incorrigible faggot, I worry about having to answer that to some power-tripping know-it-all psych.]
enough of my blahblahblah. That turned out nicely!
Adrian on May 8th, 2008 at 1:59 amdear elliot: you’re hella cute, look weirdly familiar, and i used to have a nearly identical mohawk (gave in to cold weather and grew some hair back!). hmm, maybe that’s why you look familiar, you’re wearing my hair!
anywho…walk around without a shirt on extra for me and all the other genderfucked people who are keeping their boobies and therefore aren’t allowed to, eh?
AeChei on May 8th, 2008 at 2:36 amFirst off: Before and after pics: both = HOT! :)
Really though, what the fuck does “bisexual-tranny-fag-dyke genderfucked kid” mean???? Either you are straight or gay or bi. If you feel you need to change genders, go for it. But after you change genders you are still either straight or gay or bi. So what the hell does “genderfucked” mean?!?!?
chinaman9 on May 8th, 2008 at 2:54 amChinaman9, you’re getting gender and sexuality confused in this context. “Genderfucked” is essentially a dysphemism for transgendered and other variations of ‘gender expression’. It means that you’re not identifying as *just* a female or a male, that you are maybe identifying as somewhere in between, or a combination of both…or neither.
Chaq on May 8th, 2008 at 4:34 amAnd gender is now commonly understood to be something different from sexuality, so the labels used to explain who a person fucks (gay, bi etc.) really say nothing about a person’s gender expression.
It can be complex to grasp when you haven’t been through it, or exposed to it, yourself. And I’m certainly not wanting to patronise you, but it really would be worthwhile for you to do a bit of research into what ‘gender’ actually means, because it’s pretty interesting!
these pictures are amazing. I wish I had the courage to come out and do that.
anon(y)man on May 8th, 2008 at 5:05 amAhh… Too many big words.. Modblog people are too linguistic for me this time of night… Great job with the reconstruction though, I’ve seen alot of things on Oprah and Dr Phil (don’t judge lol I get bored on my days off work) about people doing a whole gender reconstruction and they all seem incredibly happier with the end result XD
Bambi on May 8th, 2008 at 7:20 amWow, I’m really loving the rejection of categories/labels and the embracing of gender chaos and pansexuality here. Rock on Elliot!
fuus on May 8th, 2008 at 8:57 amYYYYujuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
La Negra on May 8th, 2008 at 9:14 amcongrats for ur new chest baby!
…i love that smile in the 2photo
#69:
There are places between gay, bi, and straight. And there are places between male and female. Maybe things are clear for you, and you feel comfortable in those socially-endorsed binaries, but I certainly don’t, and neither does this person.
Go team genderfucked!
Kitty on May 8th, 2008 at 10:44 amHullo, gorgeous.
Jack on May 8th, 2008 at 4:18 pmI hope the healing went/is going well. :)
Toser on May 8th, 2008 at 4:32 pmS/he had really nice tits before! Results look good though, congrats on the surgery :)
possessed on May 8th, 2008 at 4:46 pmlookin’ good, yo
e1m1 on May 8th, 2008 at 5:43 pmi have to admit i like the tits more just because TITS, but on the other hand i think the flatter chest totally suits you. rock on.
those tits were pretty darn nice …shame they cant be transplanted!
infernalmachine on May 8th, 2008 at 8:12 pm2nd picture is hot.
mel on May 9th, 2008 at 8:29 amdefs would.
Congrats!
catherinef89 on May 9th, 2008 at 3:54 pmhaha!…..right…..we are all fucked in the head, I just know how to control my urges….some people realize that not every idea your mind comes up with is a good one….
I was born to be rich, but there isn’t a surgery I can get for that….so I guess I’ll just have to get over it and get on with my life….
Max Brand on May 9th, 2008 at 5:55 pmway to go max, now you look like a bigger idiot.
sae on May 10th, 2008 at 4:38 pmwhy did you use your lovely control of urges to prevent yourself from getting tattooed since that’s not “natural”
go find some dark hole to crawl into and stay there
How trendy. Beautiful rack before.
Whiskas on May 10th, 2008 at 5:12 pmAwesome, dude.
TheLexPest on May 10th, 2008 at 8:47 pmI hope my chest surgery comes out as gorgeous as yours, you look super hot in both genders. XD
And max, honey, quit while you’re only a regular idiot instead of a giant one.
um….well, we all wear clothes, and that’s pretty unnatural…..duh….I never said there was anything wrong with altering your body…..I just don’t think it’s a good idea to alter your body because contemporary gender stereotypes take over your mind and your thought process…..
Max Brand on May 10th, 2008 at 9:33 pmMax, you are quite possibly one of the most ignorant people I’ve seen on modblog. How do you believe you’re in any position to speak to whether or not Elliots gender idenity is “contemporary” (which, judging by by your moronic comments beforehand, probably means “trendy” in your vocabulary) or something he truely needs to be comfortable with? As someone has trans family members, ex’s & close friends, you should realize they are only playing on the same right we ask of people who look at us modified people oddly; to be accepted for their choices & loved for who they are.
Elliot, the surgery looks amazing. You seem so happy in both pictures & I share your happiness. <3
mag.dukes on May 11th, 2008 at 2:07 amThis is amazing!
Acid on May 11th, 2008 at 9:24 amI myself am Genderqueer
as in i feel like i am neither male or female
I wish to remove my breasts like this but keep my feminine lower parts
it is the whole idea of there not just being two genders (male and female) but actually a third or more gender
Elliot,
Sarah on May 11th, 2008 at 1:05 pmConratulations! Here’s wishing you many years of health and joy in your new body.
sorry….having an opinion doesn’t make me ignorant. And contemporary doesn’t mean trendy, it’s just something that occurs in the present time…..but I guess big words aren’t for everyone….and anyone that changes the appearance of their body does not love who they are, they love who they have become, or who they made themselves into….jeez…..don’t you have any mods….you should know this….
Max Brand on May 11th, 2008 at 1:48 pmI disagree with you on that one, Max. All my mods are my means to the end of becoming on the outside more like the person I am on the inside. So I do love who I am, and I wish to express this by adorning/altering certain parts of my physical body to “match” the person inside my head. :)
sparrowgirl on May 11th, 2008 at 2:07 pmNothing like as extreme as this brave (and hot!) individual, though. Personally I adore being female, but it’s a very admirable thing to do to actually change your body to such extreme and painful lengths to become who you really are. Max, honey, take a look at some gender theory and that may confuse you just enough to open your mind a little.
Kudos Elliott! You’re looking mighty fine, you cute little queer. :)
why can’t you donate tits if you don’t want them? i’d gladly take those anyday!
Ashtr0n on May 12th, 2008 at 3:37 amHaha, you seem awesome so I guess I can forgive you for getting rid of a pair of perfectly good tits!
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BOINKOLOGY | Because Gender Fucking Is Just Another Body Mod on May 12th, 2008 at 2:00 pmLol boobs are a pain in the ass. I’d hit it!
Chi on May 12th, 2008 at 4:23 pm#60: That describes more than one of the FTM guys I know. I know some really sweet transmen, and I know some real dicks.
Etoile on May 12th, 2008 at 11:18 pmIt’s a pity that total FTM transformations aren’t exactly as “perfect” and realistic as MTF tend to be. Sure, you can pass off as a male on a superficial level, but there’s no real FTM penis equivalent. A functional one, anyway. I realize that there are hormones for clitoral enlargement, and certain implants - but I’ve never seen an enlarged clitoris that could have passed in performance or appearance for a penis, and certainly not an ever-rigid implant. The MTF vulva typically looks pretty realistic, and I’ve read accounts that, with a little help, it can also pass for a vagina in touch.
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