Wandalaput Interview Posted
By Shannon • Feb 27th, 2008 • Category: ModBlogThis interview is titled, “Real Garbage: A Pig At The Service Of Vice”, and I really have to warn viewers that this is not for the casual reader, and it is most certainly adults only. Read on if you want to explore the life of an extreme SM enthusiast.
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WHOA. I’ve come to think that I have a steel gut, that no image can turn my stomache…but I almost just threw up a little. But, I guess thats what he takes his pleasure in…
WOW! I have always been interested in the psychology behind bug chasers, but I still don’t think I understand fully!
Furthermore, I really can’t believe I ate my lunch whilst reading that, who needs a sudoku eh?
Uuurrrggghhh, I nearly threw up too. It’s the scat, it’s gross.
Wow. I don’t even know what to say, except that I’m glad that he’s happy?
And I love how many interviews have been posted lately =]
Uhhhhh. Queasy…
I feel like going Boondock Saints on this pig.
Yeah, its the scat.
I feel sorry for him :( He is not sociopathic, as he has intense feelings. He was obviously deprived of love, chasing a pattern… I hope in the future he can find true happiness and love.
I guess it’s all those years of watching/reading true crime and offbeat books that have made me semi used to people like this, alittle stunned at first, but in the end not so much, like I alwats say to each their own.
Yay! After months awaiting new content, BME’s place as the premiere nut crunching porn site has been cemented again! Yay!
wow, I don’t mean to be closed minded, and indeed I’m not, but wanting AIDS?
I wonder if he’s ever met anyone with AIDS
what a pr*ck
I couldn’t help but to read all of his lines in an irish accent…Mixed with a little bit of Jimmy from South Park.
Cool for doing the interview, but I’m not exactly sure if it should have been posted on modblog…but, tis your blog. tis your rules.
Wow ! I wouldnt say i was closed minded, but that definately opened my eyes a bit.
One way, i find it worrying there are people like that (even though he isnt actually hurting anyone), then the other side, i find it ok that he is finding pleasure, in what seems, the only way he knows how.
this article seems to be out there for shock value.
body modification (oh, how i hate that term!) is glanced over for the sake of the filth - oh, paraffin-injected breasts? give it half a sentence! sucking sperm of of condoms? three paragraphs!
i’m just saying the article seems to be weighted wrong in its focus and all to pull readers. it’s a shame.
Modblog, like BME, covers the full spectrum of body modification and body ritual… Personally I love the extreme range of ways people explore life through various manipulations of the body, both aesthetic and ritualistic.
body modification isnt just tattoos, piercings, scarification. it encompasses a lot more. this interview was really interesting, some of it quite shocking, but at the end of the day he isnt hurting anyone, so each to their own:)
Kim, I definitely understand where you’re coming from, but honestly, it’s weighted in terms of what Wanda feels is important in his life. In no way is it weighted for shock value. Wanda very much wanted to talk about the filth aspect, and didn’t want to get that into the nuts-and-bolts aspects because that’s not where his interest lies, so I tried to respect who he defines himself as in the interview.
If you’re interested though in the paraffin injection issue, check out the recent interview “Impgrin” which gets a little more in depth on the technical side of things.
Any chance of an interview with any one of the badass modded chicks who appear on BME/Modblog?
I can’t help but think us grrls are somewhat under-represented.
im shocked, i think this is over the line. im pretty open minded but… just shocked
O.o
And here I thought nothing could shock me any more.
I can’t really make sense of wanting HIV, though. AIDS is nasty stuff. I’m not going to assert that this guy doesn’t understand that, but really, when you’re actually watching how it affects people… eh. I can’t parse wanting that.
(Note that I’m not saying I don’t think he has a right to do what he wants with his body. Though this does concern me just because when he does get HIV, that means he’ll be a carrier and can infect others — though I do gather that he doesn’t want to infect them. I do have a qualm about self-harm like this that can easily become other-harm.)
I can sort of vaguely get the symbolic meaning of it for this guy and understand why the idea of getting it is sexy to him, but I can’t understand wanting that fantasy to come true.
woops, didnt realise my point had already been made by shannon, sorry
Extremely interesting, though my only real gripe comes from this:
“even the quest to become infected with AIDS”
It should be “infected with HIV”; AIDS is begotten after one has been exposed/infected with HIV.
TrinityVA; I felt the same way about the fantasy/reality issue… that the “fantasy” of AIDS is very different than the “reality”. But Wanda definitely stuck to his story even when pressed on it, and I do think he understand it as best one can. He’s certainly been through several trying and longer-duration physical ordeals.
In a way, I see it as analogous to some of the extended Buddhist death rituals (living mummification, where a slow suicide is done over many years with the goal of putting the body into a preserved state prior to deal).
“But Wanda definitely stuck to his story even when pressed on it, and I do think he understand it as best one can.”
I got that impression as well.
Wow extremely intense. Having read all of the posts so far I have to agree Kim. Shannon, I always appreciate the way you defer to person being interviewed (in this case he wanted to talk about the acts), however, it might have been more profitable to consider “why?” and not “what?”. Thanks either way for the interview though!!!!
-Corbin
that was an intense interview.
He’s not hurting anyone so I don’t see anything wrong with it, but its still pretty disturbing. I can’t help feel that he might studdenly regret it when/if he is dying from AIDS. Interesting read in any case.
I thought the stories about his youth went a long way to answering the “why” question.
Wow… Just, wow…
Bloody hell!
This man is unstoppable.
Sounded more like a personal ad to me.
The hairbrush up his ass made me giggle a little :D
Dear shocked people: have you met the internet?
I rather enjoyed the interview, although sometimes, when confronted with material like this, I have to wonder what this person’s life is like when they’re not actively participating in (what most people consider)depraved sex acts. Or are there some people whose entire lives are subsumed by sex and sexual fantasies? This guy has obviously fetishized HIV/AIDS….so it would seem that he is a literal example of that.
^ Wonder the same thing. Does he have a job?
32-it does sound a lot like a personal ad.
I respect that he’s found an understanding of his sexuality and a forum which allows him to explore it, but I have the same problem with the desire to get HIV that TrinityVA does. He’s obviously educated and doesn’t seem malicious so he’ll probably be safe about it, but you just don’t fuck around with shit like that, especially when other people can get hurt.
PS. Those of you who speak French can probably post questions here and get a response on things that weren’t covered.
The side of me that gives a shit about humanity, weeps for this guy. To suffer horrible abuses at such a young age… He says he’s happy, and if inside, he really and truly is, then more power to him. I’ve seen several articles about other extreme mutilation/acts and this one, he almost seems to be mentally unstable. I don’t use that term lightly either. I think I’m just confused about how I feel about this. I don’t know whether to reach out to him, to “help” in the traditional way or to heed what he’s said in his article, and know that he’s happy. Good fucking article Shannon, I enjoyed the hell out of it, and it’s going to make me think and rethink my own stances on extreme mods and extreme lifestyles.
As SnaiLuv is saying, it would have been fun to know what this person does in his everyday life…
As much as I try to convince myself that this interview has it’s place on a website about body modification, I think it’s more about body “enjoyment” than modification for me and that’s where I have a problem… Maybe there should be a separate website for this (along the line of BMEHard, but dedicated to S&M)… I just don’t know what to think…. Thanks for the shock! haha
It’s always very interesting to me when a person can coherently speak about and justify — and most importantly, ENJOY — a lifestyle that’s outwardly “mentally ill” or difficult to relate to by the average person… Whether it’s in body ritual and sexuality, like this, or whether it’s religious extremists, or whether it’s people with unusual lifestyles (hobos, etc.) that don’t fit in with mainstream society. Life on the edges of society has fascinating stories.
It’s strange because when I am out buying food or shopping I always wonder about other people’s private lives, but with interview I’m so curious about his public life.. does he have a job? friends? family? Is it 24/7 arousal for him?
MatLax - Well, I guess the question is, where does suspension fall in then? ;)
i am really tolerant towards other peoples sexual preferences and of course as long as he hurts nobody and i am pretty sure he doesnt he can do whatever he likes but it makes me sad in some way.I wish he could enjoy someone being sweet to him, buy him flowers and tell him friendly things.
Shannon: would there be any way you could send me the original french version of the interview (I’m a french canadian)?
Wandalaput (if he ever checks the commentaries): Nous aimerions savoir ce que tu fais dans ta vie “de tous les jours”, quel genre d’emploi tu occupes, des loisirs que tu pratiques, ce que tu fais en dehors de ta vie sexuelle en fait…
“(…) the mark of degradation of getting AIDS,(…)”
To be HIV+ is a degradation. What does that say about the world we live in?
Sonick:
“I hope in the future he can find true happiness and love.”
WOW I am SO happy that you apperantly is the judge about what happiness and love is =D Here I was under the impression that happiness and love is what you make of it but THANK YOOOU, now I know that one actully have to seek you up and have you approve if it’s “true happiness and love.” one has found or just BS.
Thank you very much, seriously YOU HAVE TURNED MY LIFE AROUND.
Redredred, don’t read into it more than how it reflects on his own life experiences. He’s not at all saying that about others; just about how it would fit into his own life.
It’s very difficult to relate to Shannon, but through the good works of folks like you, it’s becoming easier. I want to understand my fellow humans, in all their crazy glory :)
As someone who has worked in health care in the past, and will be again in the future, I couldn’t help but reading this interview from a health care providers standpoint. The bugchaser lifestyle just doesn’t affect the individual pursuing it; it affects public health. Although I’m sure no one pursuing this lifestyle has malicious intent, it seems that in choosing to infect yourself with HIV, you would be indirectly choosing to put others in harms way. For instance, if there was a medical emergency- those responding would be put at risk because of this lifestyle. Yes, for the most part the precautions taken by emergency responders will keep them safe, but accidents do happen.
While Wandaluput may not go this route himself if he does become infected with HIV, it is my understanding that some bugchasers do choose to pursue medical treatment after infection. It seems unfair that medical resources are going to people who chose this when there are so many that didn’t and are unable to receive treatment.
I understand that we all make choices in our lives that have the potential to negatively affect others, but this is such an extreme case that I have a hard time not throwing my two cents in.
Anyways, I wish him much happiness. Interesting interview.
Wandalaput: Je comprends pas votre raisons, c’est incroyable pour moi. Mais c’est votre vie :) Bonne chance et bonne continuation
I don’t see what’s so hard to get about any of this.
I can completely see the correlation between being an extreme submissive/masochist and wanting to be, as he put it, “impregnated” with the HIV virus. It’s a fucking grand finale.
Shannon: in fact I don’t consider that suspension is a modification, yes it can affect your mind in some case, but it’s not a body modification per see since it’s not permanent/semi-permanent, the question would now be, is suspension a form of masochism, I don’t personally think it is… I guess it’s just associated with body mods “naturally” because most people who do suspension today also do mods (and even the ritual suspensions could be associated with cultures practicing body mods as far as I know…)
Gorey, yes, it’s true, especially in France which has a very strong healthcare system. However, besides not doing it at all, it’s not as if there is an alternative to “taking advantage” of the system.
We didn’t get into that in this interview, but it is a question I’ve covered in other interviews (with amputees), and the feeling was that since they’ve spent their life paying taxes, that it’s not abusing the system, and that the system has a responsibility to cover them since it’s not their fault they have these drives…
la même chose que quelqu’un dit déja, mais je suis curieuse aussi. sa vie publique? sa famille?
MatLax, no, you’re right — suspension isn’t a body modification, but it’s a body ritual (as is play piercing, SM play, etc.) — it’s using manipulations of the body to explore and enjoy life, which is why these fields are covered here.
i’m feeling very sorry for this poor man. call me narrow-minded, i think he needs help. it really made me sad, reading this artical. i sincerely hope that he finds help and true happiness in the future.
I found reading this quite boring. This interview concentrates on his desire to be a pig, but a little more insight in his life in general would have been nice. Like it is, this interview is a platform for Wandalaput’s attention grabbing and not much more. And I guess he makes a mistake when he wants HIV. Who will fuck him when he is positive and tells it? His options for sex-play would be limited, his appeal would wear off. And if he doesn’t say he is positive, he would endanger others.
(I’ve seen people die from AIDS and have a hard time with his sloppy attitude towards the virus and I’m suprised noone wrote about that. As a community, do we accept his wish since AIDS is often sexually transmitted? What would we say if someone wanted to die from cancer as a fetish?)
Ah, so that’s a bug chaser.
Shannon: there you go, you got the term I was looking for, a body ritual website, but I just realised that this interview isn’t posted on the BME homepage so I guess I don’t have any problem with it any more…
MissJanet, some would argue that the right to die under ones’ own conditions is the ultimate right.
Fascinating stuff. I can’t understand his mind-set to feel these desires, but it’s certainly interesting to read about.
And fair play to him for pursuing what makes him happy. As long as he’s not hurting anyone, fair does. The only thing I’d feel peeved about was if he got HIV and then took the treatment for it.
i think a line can even be drawn between being a bugchaser and desiring to be an amputee in terms of “abusing” the health system.
all of the interviews with amputees have illustrated that their desire for amputation conflicts with their mental health and their ability to function in day-to-day life. however, with wanda, the desire to become infected with HIV seems to remain simply that: a desire. he wants to epitomize his lifestyle. he doesn’t need the disease to survive.
This is undoubtedly on the extreme side of sadism. I wouldn’t be surprised if his last act would be a snuff film wherein someone dies. How, who, why, when, all up in the air as far as I’m concerned. I’m not comfortable with that mindset though. The whole basis of which I’ve looked at BME through is “As long as it doesnt causes someone permanent crippling damage and makes them happy” This is stretching the hell out of that.
Okay Shannon, some may say that, me included, but in this special case, isn’t pruning around and promoting HIV as a fetish a dangerous way of playing down the danger of being HIV infected, in a time when the infection rate goes up again, because people don’t take the virus serious anymore?
it’s amazing how he needs to be humilated even while he’s talking about himself (note that he CONTINUOUSLY refers to self as a:pig, shit, whore…)
MissJanet, I’d be very surprised if people will read this interview and walk away thinking that being HIV infected is no big deal… I don’t see it as downplaying the dangers at all — I think that the fatality of the disease — the ultimate danger — is what makes it appealing in this case.
Well, even the virus humilates him and treads him bad, ignoring his ass :).
I’m a bit sensitive about minimizing the dangers of HIV, but you are right after all.
Fascinating! I’d be interested to know more about his background though, so here are a few questions. Please forgive my rusty French.
Je m’interesse a votre vie en dehors de la vie sexuelle. Quel est votre emploi? Est-ce que vos copains et collegues savent ce que vous faites en privé? Ca a causé des problemes jamais?
Thanks;
- Richard
The right to die under your own conditions isn’t really an ultimate right. I know what you mean, in terms of terminal people choosing suicide, but this isn’t the same.
Most people don’t get to choose conditions of their death. You can’t say “I don’t want die in a car accident” and be guaranteed that right.
Incidentally, if anyone would like to ask a question but doesn’t speak French, if you trust mine, feel free to send me an IM with your question, or post a question here in English. Time permitting, I’ll be happy to try to translate what I can.
His constant insistence of his role as a slave to the most extreme sadist is so pervasive, it almost seems to dominate his thoughts. Which raises a question in my mind.
Its one thing to enjoy something, whether it be subversive or not. But when you become totally consumed with the pursuit of something, does it reach a point where it stops being just a pursuit, and becomes almost psychotic behavior?
Does he have an actual sense of self, like, as a normal person? I mean, does he have a 9-5 job and a real identity that he actually lives as? Or is he just totally and completely Wanda 24/7?
There has to be an on/off switch. Even though the behavior is extreme, I wouldn’t venture to call anyone that enjoys this lifestyle insane, unless it got to the point where there was no separation. Then things become questionable.
Lk, yeh thats what got to me too. nto so much the acts but the fact he continially refered to himself as slut, whore etc. it seems a little forced.
That was definatly quite an intresting intreview.. I don’t see any harm in it.. As long as he sticks to what he says and dosn’t spread HIV/AIDS when he finally gets it
And oh yeah, the juxtaposition between this post and the previous post is either really ironic, or well thought out. Shannon, are you starting to have a thing for high heels? ;)
What Matt said, definitely. I totally get the BDSM dynamic but to my mind it only works as a matter of contrast; being a whore, pig or whatever works because that’s not what you are the rest of the time. When it is the entirety of your personality, it seems destructive, in that it eclipses the rest of your experience as a person.
To be honest the only parts of this interview that bothered me were the bugchasing and chest mutilation. When something is that permanent, especially in relation to sexuality, which is not an entirely rational urge, it has a real potential to impact in your life in a negative manner.
For me is this interview like a movie. I read it and believe it, but still deep in me, I think - this is just a story, is far away from me, maybe is just another world or life… yes, another life.
…very interesting thing. but too hard to believe it…
i have nothing more to say than wow..extreme is an understatement . good article!
I find this really interesting to read and respond to. I’m generally pretty open minded about anything, but I couldn’t help feeling conflicted about this. On the one hand he seems so totally saturated in his enjoyment of his lifestyle- the grins in all the photos, and so on. But I can’t help but feel angry and sad at his choice to chase HIV. For one thing, it will probably (as mentioned above) place extreme limits on his sex life if he’s honest about it (and if he isn’t, that’s a whole different can of worms).
At the same time, having a good friend who is HIV+ suffering a lot from it makes it very hard to respond to this other than the emotional backlash of “Oh bloody hell have you REALLY though this through”
Very conflicted. OTOH most interesting (and challenging!) interview on here for a while.
i do not believe in a standard of mental sanity, things only are the way they because someone said they should be that way, eating shit and getting used as a sexual toy and cutting parts of our body off is only looked at the way it is by society because the average/majority of people see it as wrong, because they were told by the others it was. BUT evolution and how our world has formed seems to show that the strong survive or the weak adapt…his need to get aids and die seems to point to a ” I am not strong I won’t survive, I want to die” concept. There for showing that his need for the “pigism/waste bin” is not working in the evloutionary direction things go…since evolution seems to be the only tried and true method to confirm a concept, I would say his concept is not good. i am sorry for the nonsense making of this-but basically-.waste bin/pigiam/wanting to die of aids does not mesh with the srtoing survive or you adapt..therefore i conclude, this is not good or unique, just weak and no good
and..if you decide to have sex with someone like this(someone who wants aids) and you get aids, thats evolution pushing you out too, cause you were weak enough to stoop to thas
did everyone miss the necrophilia part? is that okay too?
@insincere
forced… or obsessive-compulsive!
wouldnt want to run into him in a dark(or light) alley.
Suivez vos rêves!
I thought I was un-shockable when it came to fantasies and practices…I actually almost threw up reading that.
Part of me can’t help but think he’s recreating the abuse (I know he said it wasn’t abuse, but people try to justify others actions) that he suffered at the hands of his schoolmates as a way of understanding it.
Loosely translated from Matt’s questions (no.70) - mainly because I thought they were really interesting:
Wandalaput, est-ce que vos obsessions sexuelles vous previennent de poursuivre une vie normale? Est-ce que vous - necessairement ou autrement - Wandalaput 24/7? Considerez-vous vous un membre de la société normal a certains égards, ou vivez vous, maintenant, completement en dehors de la société?
This man really does set new heights, i salute him for being proud of who he s and hope he enjoys it :) (and no it dosnt freak me out one bit!)
I wish there had been focused on his personal life, it does seem he used the interview simply to broadcast his masochism - by the end i was thinking “yes, we get the picture, you like to be abused”. Still, its an interesting insight into someone who seems so completely determined in his chosen life. Makes me wonder though, how is he not HIV+ yet? Seems with his life it would be easy enough.
Could anyone link me to more information on the other areas mentioned at the start of this article? (slow cannabalism, erotic suicide, SM doctors etc), as id like to read more…
H-O-L-Y F-U-C-K!!
I read the interview just to see - I’ve always been interested in how other people get themselves off. This guy is a HUGE exterme!!
I don’t even know what to say - Man, if it works for you - by all means, have at it!
i would absolutely like to read more articles like this one. if you could find an equally well-spoken, seemingly sane person from each of the groups mentioned in the preface, i think they’d each make for a very interesting interview.
Damn, I guess you just assume there are people out there somewhere with crazy sexual desires and fantasies…this just makes it concrete! I found the interview fascinating. Just as a point of trivia…I wonder what he does for a living?
…….speaking as a dom and a sadist….fucking hell!
this is a bit far!
although its his life, provided he doesnt hurt anyone else with it i dont see why he shouldnt be able to do this.
although if he does become HIV+ he might have to stop the free lovin’.
Frester - already asked!
The questions I’ve so far asked in French are:
What’s your job? Do your colleagues and friends know what you do in private, and has this caused any problems?
And, on similar themes:
Does your sexual obsession from prevent you from leading a normal life? Do you live as Wandalaput 24/7? Do you consider yourself a normal member of society in some respects, or do you now live outside society?
I would really love it if it turns out he’s a high court judge ;)
I didn’t like the interview, but that’s besides the point I’ll try to make here.
It worries me that people will associate this man, and his extreme behavior, to the majority of the BDSM community. Or bug chasing with the gay community. He’s a very extreme case, one that isn’t common in either community. The BDSM community holds a high standard of “Safe, Sane, and Consensual.” His behavior clearly goes above and beyond safe and sane.
It also worries me that Shannon seems to be glorifying this man’s behavior. Yes it’s interesting to hear about the way different people live their lives, but I hope people reading this article understand the risks this man is taking. He seems to take no precautions for his personal safety, and his desires will ultimately lead to his death. People have the right to do whatever they want to themselves, yes, but is condoning this extremely dangerous behavior really necessary?
My last point, and I swear after this I’ll get off my soapbox, is that in interviews, articles, and Modblog posts like this where Shannon seeks out the most extreme behavior, lifestyle, and modification he can find, it seems to me that this can and does alienate the average reader. It worries me that the message on Modblog and BME sometimes seems to be that in order to be cool you have to push every limit, no matter the risks.
It’s difficult to understand how he really seems to have self love, but enjoys destroying himself to that degree. I understand that people who do truly love themselves can also be into self inflicted pain, but maybe something to this extreme is beyond what I can imagine.
I see nothing wrong with what he is doing. He is bringing pleasure to himself and those around him, and hurting no one. It’s nothing I’d be interested in, but then again neither is country music.
You can argue that his attempts to become HIV+ may endanger others, but it sounds like he is conscious of that fact and would not expose others to it unless they so desired. Also, if we are to discuss the costs associated with his care in the future, we should also discuss–as Shannon mentioned–intentional amputees, or people who become morbidly obese, or any other individuals that engage in activities that will require medical care. They all have a cost; we just see some as more or less wrong than others.
Extreme and thought provoking but ultimately I’m happy that there are people around like this who can be content with themselves no matter what their drives or preferences. It’s no more appropriate for him to be judged by anyone here than it is for a “plainskin” to judge a person for their tattoo or lip ring.
Bonne chance et bonne continuation!
Tu sais, ce n’est pas trop difficile d’attrapper le sida, mais j’espere que quoi qu’il t’arrives, tu trouves ta propre paix quelque part.
Seconding Matt and lk. He might be deliberately playing a role for attention during the interview, but the impression I got is that he’s completely fixated on masochistic fetishes to the exclusion of everything else.
It’s not unhealthy or wrong to be a masochist or to have the kinds of fantasies he has. But if he is really that one-track all the time, then that is unhealthy. I’m not even talking about his desire to contract AIDS or his interest in necrophilia–the thing that has me concerned is his total concentration on his masochistic role. Hell, if he only ever talked about train stations I’d be concerned. I mean, I really like double-penetration, but I don’t introduce myself as “Xenia the double-dipper” or anything.
o_O
yep.
i shouldn’t have been eating when i read this.
Xenia- that’s hilarious. “I mean, I really like double-penetration, but I don’t introduce myself as “Xenia the double-dipper” or anything.”
“It worries me that the message on Modblog and BME sometimes seems to be that in order to be cool you have to push every limit, no matter the risks.”
A few entries before this one is about body sculpting as body modification. Intense dedication but not extreme limit pushing. Truly, there is something for everyone.
I normally don’t judge anyone..but this guy is totally…freaked out. I read the interview…this freak gives me the creeps…dammit.
Nothin againts homosexuals, scut-lovers, masochists or such people…but this guy…i mean…getting infectet with HIV…
My problem is, that it obviously wasn´t his „free“ decision to live a life like that. He says, that he realised he wants to be a slave/abused and to live like that when he was a little child of eight years. So all this seems to be a result of him being abused as a child (what he described), and that makes me sad, because maybe he never had the possibility to develop a self, make a „free“ decision about all this and follow his free will as an adult…
As a basic principle I believe everyone should have the right to do what he/she wants to and to live a life that makes them happy. But here, I´m bound to doubt the sad circumstances of Wandalaputs „decision“…
this was weird, not in the sense that he is a weird guy but that he really couldnt help but repeat himself, over and over
i think we got the point of the interview after the first question…
no meaning to be offensive to him but how intelligent is this guy?
Fucking HAWT spelled H-A-W-T.
Great interview.
regardless of our opinions on it, it provokes a lot of thought about pushing limits of extremes in your chosen lifestyle. The bug chasing and necro fantasies may rub me he wrong way… but reading about it gives you the oppurtunityt to think about, because clearly this is a reality for someone.
fascinating. would love to read more articles like this Shannon.
thanks
i have a question;
Wanda La Pute; comment a ragit votre entourage, votre famille etc. en se rendant compte de vos preferences sexuelles?
ect-ce qu’ils ont compris?
xmx
I think Faye took the words right out of my mouth. Fascinating and very interesting read. I would love to read more articles like this!
Zut alors! Incroyable!
wow! Thanks for sharing that with us!!!!
I really enjoyed reading it, and i hope that his desires are fulfilled throughout his life.
I do wonder if someone with masturbate on my grave when im dead….
I would like to ask Wandalaput if he did finally get infected with HIV, would he have any issues with himself passing it on, would he warn those taking part in future sexual activities or would the HIV being passed on create an intense sexual fantasy???
Thanks again for sharing!!!
I agree with #44, in that it’s also disturbing that he considers becoming positive the ultimate symbol of being a degraded slut. There are plenty of people who are positive from decidedly non-slutty behaviours that probably really hate that stigma.
ugh.
#55, Maria - I had someone tell me yesterday that my scarification made them sad, and they told me I was a poor girl, and asked what happened to me. For you even to say that upset me.
Granted, I wholeheartedly disagree with his lifestyle choices, but as long as he doesn’t infect anyone with STIs or HIV, let him do what he wants.
Although, can you imagine anyone with HIV/AIDS actually allowing themselves to infect him? I can’t imagine them doing that willingly.
Robyn, give me a break. Take a look at the interviews published recently and you’ll see they cover a broad range — the last few have been tattoo interviews. Fixating on the extreme while ignoring the mainstream is your issue, not mine. BME covers the full range of body modification and body play.
My problem with this isnt the content itself due to the fact that I know that there are different levels for different people, but my problem is how this was gone about in terms of what he says. I felt that this article wasnt an informatory post about his experiences but yet a personal add for himself, in terms of the way he speaks and responds to questions.
Wanda, si tu veux choper le DAS, t’as qu’a trainer dans le marais dans un bar de barebackers…
Enfin ceci étant dit.. pourquoi penser réellement que le SIDA est l’épitome d’être une merde? Ce point de vue peut être intéressant, mais c’est franchement pégeoratif voir dégradant à l’égard des séropositifs… qui eux je suis sûre ne se voient pas tous comme des merdes.
Bonne continuation.
Yeaaahhhh… so not for me. But hey, whatever rocks his boat.
It’s a pity that for some reason this interview didn’t hold my interest like most of the others. But hey, I guess that’s quite alright. Can’t please everyone, right?
*tries to finish dinner now and patiently awaits the next interview*
also, what are his concerns with infecting others with HIV if he were to contract it? Does he plan on telling his partners first or does he feel that the “slutty” thing to do would be to ignore the fact all together?
“I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him.”
Booker T. Washington
There seems to be an element of self-hate in the actions of Wanda.
it’s fascinating how completely obsessed “it” is. really, fascinating..
Jessica, he says in the interview that he would not infect others.
Since two persons asked the question about his behavior after he gets infected if he ever does (and hoping that he’ll read the comments and answer the questions he was asked):
Wandalaput: Après avoir été infecté que penses-tu faire au niveau sexuel? Est-ce que tu veux informer tes prochains partenaires, ne plus avoir de relation sexuelle du tout, continuer à avoir des relations sans avertir les gens avec qui tu vas coucher? Est-ce que tu as l’intention d’être traité ou de laisser la maladie t’emporter?
It bothers me that there are a lot of people making comments like, “Well, he’s not hurting anyone, so let him do what he wants.” What about the people that are hurting him to get off? He may not have a problem with it, but I still find it disturbing that there are people that NEED to cause others pain to feel good themselves. It just seems to go against the human condition.
He is way, way out there.
Shannon: you didn’t answer my question when I asked you if I could get access to the original interview in french, I’d love to see the original answers if possible
Little Rude Girl - Sadism is very, very common.
MatLax - No; it’s a series of emails and communications; there’s no French version that exists.
He reminds me of several characters in Le Marquis de Sade’s Juliette hehehe. And to Little Rude Girl, how is truly sadistic people going against the human condition? From what I’ve seen in my short lifetime, it is very much a part of the condition of being human to want to break and destroy those around us; the difference here being that wandlaput is a very willing participant,who enjoys the abuse.
wow. never in my life and after reading BME for years and years have i been so sickened by an image or interview. this definitely pushes things way out for me and actually made me feel sick and maybe even a little scared! :S
i think it was the whole feces thing and deprivation thing… it makes my stomach turn…:S
Little rude girl> against the human condition? just turn on your tv, not always the violence against other people is so direct and purely physical as presented here, but people have always needed, and will always need, to see other people suffer in order to feel better themselves (and I’m not trying to generalise “people” here but..)
i know that a lot of people have complained about how Wanda really wanted to be infected with HIV, but if its something that he really wants to do, then fair play to him, as long as he doesn’t go around infecting people. the only thing about this though is how HIV can easily spread therefore eventually killing more and more people.but what can u do?u cant change people like this who are so set on their ideas and views.
anywho, i really like how shannon is posting articles on such extreme subjects and people like this as i found it a really interesting read. its interesting to see how extreme some people are, therefore i think its a bit annoying how some people think it shudnt be on this website as it has nothing to do with body modification. it isn’t, technically, but i think that reading about such bizarre acts opens our eyes to how extreme our world can be, rather than be set in our own little comfortable lives.
sorry, this was a rather long rant.i do apologize.
That’s one hell of a kinky school. :)
and by the way, I don’t think “it’s” more extreme then your avarage housewife with a compulsive cleaning disorder..
‘He may not have a problem with it, but I still find it disturbing that there are people that NEED to cause others pain to feel good themselves. It just seems to go against the human condition.’
I find that statement sick.
This is his body, I get the same attitude at work for a simple scarification piece on my chest, now i come here knowing i wont get that attitude, because i feel this is a ’safe’ community, where people understand and respect each other and what they choose to do with THEIR body.
Yes ok he is not mainstream himself, even in this ’safe’ community among some ‘mod Nazi’s’ as i have now deemed you, he will be an outcast.
You are one sick person :)
I think he’s ignorant and selfish.
‘I think he’s ignorant and selfish.’
I think you need to re-think what your saying and then maybe read the small black text above the comment box.
i read the full thing twice over to understand it better, and through everything the only parti have a problem with is the fact he wants AIDS.
everything the goverment is doing to stop the spread of HIV and AIDS and this guy WANTS it - i think there is something else behind that other than his lifes fulfilment of being a slut to the end.
To be honest i could not imagine anyone in the world wanting it, but if he does its fine and i can understand why.
Think if you walk down the road with a 10mm septum and get odd stares you get people asking “why” and telling you “your a freak”.
Can you not see how this relates to each and every one of us? That each person is different, and each person must fuffil there sexual needs one way or another, and if this is how he wants his to be, then thats fine.
PS.
Had a good 20 mins before i head to bed so decided to spam refresh :)
To be honest i could not imagine anyone in the world wanting it, but if he does its fine and i can understand why.
Think if you walk down the road with a 10mm septum and get odd stares you get people asking “why” and telling you “your a freak”.
Can you not see how this relates to each and every one of us? That each person is different, and each person must fulfill there sexual needs one way or another, and if this is how he wants his to be, then thats fine.
PS.
Had a good 20 mins before i head to bed so decided to spam refresh :)
i cant even imagine what a single day of his life is like. chaos?? its so beyond extreme, ive never read anything like that before…
In hind sight i should not have compared a 10mm septum ring to a sexual need, its personal matter is what i was trying to get across. :)
hmm my computers freaking so if this is posted more then once sorry
Where is the line with sadism. For people that truly enjoy causing others pain is the fact that the other person be a willing participant morally important to the sadist, or is it just a case of not wanting to break any laws? I can say that if this is what he chooses willingly I’m fine with that. But I can’t grasp it at all. What are we without are pride, to be stripped of all dignity is the ultimate nightmare. I don’t understand people that get off on that, or get off on doing it to others
shit :|
that kinda shook me up a little bit
butgood on him for doing what he wants fuck everyone elses views (:
Shannon- You said at the end of the interview that it was done in french and then translated. I think that’s why some people ask you about the original version…
Yes, the interview was done in French, but the raw interviews were translated and then the editing was all in English.
As a professional Dominatrix, none of this really surprises me. However, as some one who has sat there helplessly and watched people I love die of AIDS, the whole idea of bugchasing really does unsettle me. However, he seems firmly grounded in his beliefs and, as long as he does not infect anyone else (which it seems clear from the interview he would not), it’s his life, his body and his pain and I wish him luck in achieving his goals.
To Wanda: Si vous êtes jamais dans Chicago, me contactez et j’utiliserai vous aime la petite dévergondée que vous êtes.
(For those that speak French, I was trying to say, “If you ever come to Chicago, contact me and I will use you like the little slut you are.” How close did I get?)
Just imagine your child being abused and raped at the age of eight, and from that day on saying that he/she now understands that he/she is a pig/garbage/a toy… Would you say: Sweetheart, that´s absolutely ok, it´s cool, have fun… Would you?
Gracefire- “Si vous etes a Chicago, contactez-moi et je vous utiliserez comme la petite salope que vous etes” :) Ok that was so weird to write haha.
Lene, Roo and I actually had the same chat today while we were prepping the interview. My feeling is that had he not had these experiences as a child, he might have turned out differently, but that he probably still would have been extremely kinky in one way or another.
The other point I’ll make is that your worry would be very relevant if he was still a child, but the fact is that now he’s 50 and his kink isn’t going to change — the “damage is done” so to speak and there’s no going back, so it’s best to enjoy the ride I think.
I think this blew Michelle The Pass Around Girl interview out of the water. Very interesting to say the least.
Anybody who can follow in this way doesn’t know Satan!
shannon, I used to think you were a highly intelligent person wanting to explore every possible equation of the human mind. wanting to explore the physcology behind why people do what they do. make people think and know. after recent posts and this interview I am starting to think differently, i question the actual intellectual depth of what you do, and at this point think you feel like god for being all knowing and that you get off on shock value…this article’s value and how it was done comes down to shock value…your really just like everyone else shannon, no matter how hard you try
Anybody who can follow in this way doesn’t know Satan!
I just found this very very sad. The condom drinking made me sick in my mouth :( .
I have been in bdsm relationships but the majority of people that I know are not 24/7, and like others Id love to know about his day job.
Also surely there will come a time when he will be ‘past’ being used then as someone else said I also can see some sort of snuff senario. All in all very interesting article (and thank you for warning and click through,wasnt hard was it Shannon?) it almost made me cry.
I just found this very very sad. The condom drinking made me sick in my mouth :( .
I have been in bdsm relationships but the majority of people that I know are not 24/7, and like others Id love to know about his day job.
Also surely there will come a time when he will be ‘past’ being used then as someone else said I also can see some sort of snuff senario. All in all very interesting article (and thank you for warning and click through,wasnt hard was it Shannon?) it almost made me cry.
my comment is awaiting moderation? what is that? i have never seen my comments say that? let me guess because i questioned shannon? thats nice and cuddly and further proves my point…shannon larratt likes to shock people because he has no other interesting qualities..
wow, i think John Waters would even be shocked by this. this is a great story to tell the children.
I’m surprised he hasn’t actually caught AIDS yet.
wow ok i guess you read my stuff then delete it shannon, and if you don’t any of my comments thats fine, but someone who claims to be the type of person you claim to be should have no problems posting them, you are seem to be a really narcissistic person and thts why you wont add my comments…wow
Thanks for posting this Shannon. It was very confronting, but I always love to see what makes people’s minds tick.
After hearing about bugchasing a while ago I was in disbelief and scoured the internet for all the information I could to try and understand it. As unsettling as it is, this is the first time I can see any sense (and i use the term loosely) in the person’s wishes to contract HIV.
Good luck to him.
Wow, some of that made me gag a bit, but it’s really quite fascinating. I don’t personally understand the mentality very much, but then again, all my kinks make about as much sense as his kinks do. What are handcuffs but a prop, anyway? I can’t objectively promote one sort of sexual act over any other sexual act–there’s absolutely no basis for it unless you’re going after procreation, and that’s definitely not on MY agenda. It really makes me think, though–the absolute realization of a fantasy may be destructive, but people seek it anyway for the eroticism of it. My fantasies are a lot more plain in comparison, but I understand and even agree with the desire to be abused in a sexual way. Even if it does make me gag, that’s just my preference. One man’s high is another man’s hell.
Thank you, Shannon, for posting something truly thought-provoking and original. Once you can get past the “ew, gross” factor, it’s a brilliant window into fetishism.
I am sure the people who would love to have bme shut down or bring legal action upon you would love to know that the man who defends himself with the free speech amendment does not allow others the same right. you pissed off the wrong person…
‘The other point I’ll make is that your worry would be very relevant if he was still a child, but the fact is that now he’s 50 and his kink isn’t going to change — the “damage is done” so to speak and there’s no going back, so it’s best to enjoy the ride I think.’
OMG I dont belive you just said that fucks sake!! Im 47 was raped at 8 till 21 by an uncle as was my baby sister and 6 cousins. You have no fucking idea what you are talking about. The damage is done? if this was your little girl would you be saying the same thing I truely dont think so.
As I said before this interview while intersting was sad, but your comment just confirms what Ive thought for a while now You are an idiot.
And before I get the ‘you hate shannon backlash’ I dont hate anyone but that statement must be the worst thing ive read for a very long time.
haha now they go up, SHANNON LARRATT IS A FUCKING MORON..end of story, i win
“ask why” - I think it’s a little silly to make generalizations about my editorial policy by choosing one of the most extreme interviews and treating that as if it’s the norm. A broad range of subjects are covered. Some are shocking, some are not. This one is shocking to you. I really doubt they all are.
Also, you’re not being moderated, although you’re definitely making the case that you should be.
In no way, shape or form is this a healthy man.
Great article and very interesting Shannon, keep them coming!
Mexie - I don’t think your experience is the same because you haven’t built your life around it and transformed it into a positive thing in your life. Feel free to keep calling me an idiot, but I think you’re reading your own experiences into his life, and I don’t think that’s reasonable. I know it’s hard, but try and be objective and understand that he’s chosen a very different path than you have. I think it’s fairly obvious that he’s not going to be rewinding his life.
Thank you richkanu for the translation!
very interesting article but left me feeling very uneasy as well.
Ive always been of the view of as long as you harm nobody then do as you want but to want to get actually get AIDS?
It is so irresponsible and actually mental. What about the health care that he will use? the chance he could pass it on?
To me if you want to actually have a fatal illness or whatever delibratly then you are mentally ill.
Once again, it all comes down to what someone is comfortable with. Many of the comments here could be taken almost word for word from the comments that non-modded people make regarding tattoos, (non-ear) piercings, brandings, implants, tongue splitting… anything that we on BME consider ‘normal.’
The fact that what he does is beyond your impression of what is right, normal, or sane does not change the fact that it is absolutely his right to do it. Just because it doesn’t appeal to you doesn’t make it any worse.
BTW, to those calling me an idiot/stupid or saying I do a shallow or otherwise inadequate series of interviews, I just wanted to put out the reminder that I am very open to guest interviews on BME, and that if you feel you can do a better interview, by all means, do so. If you do, I’m happy to publish it, and if you don’t want it published on BME, in general I’m happy to link to it from here.
I found the interview totally fascinating and I now know I must be totally unshockable, because I wasn’t shocked or disturbed in the slightest by any of it. I thought it was all extremely interesting - although I will confess that by the time I got to the last question I, too, was wondering whether it was a bit of a leg-pull.
I’m not saying I’d want to try any of it myself, because I don’t - but I got a great deal of insight into what makes him tick. And he’s obviously happy with what he’s doing, and good at it, too: that comes across very clearly in his answers and in the pictures. It’s good, I think, to stop and think and question your own perceptions of what is “gross” - to get beyond that and try to appreciate why other people have the fetishes they do.
The question I’d like to ask him is “Is there anything you’d actually draw the line at, and if so, why?”
Don, I can’t even imagine anything else that wasn’t listed in the interview that might be remotely on par with what Wanda says he does on what seems to be a daily basis. So drawing the line for him probably isn’t an option. Unless it was something really mundane and everyday that he absolutely abhors, in which case, that would be pretty funny.
I’m a very VERY tolerant person but this honestly disgusted me. I’m not really bothered by the him eating shit, cum, piss whatever. What I’m bothered by is the fact that he wants “The Monster”. The man want’s to be infected with a disease that has and still is killing millions. If he’s willing to pay for it put him on a plane to rural Africa, he’ll be swimming in the virus in no time. The fact that he wants it doesn’t bother me at all. The fact that he will most likely get treatment for it does. In my opinion he should be denied any sort of medical help, period.
definitely aiglos ive seen enough gg allin videos in my time that people eatin shit hardly turns my stomach anymore,the fact that anybody would actively seek out aids is a bit fucked though i doubt with his mindset that hed even seek treatment
I reiterate, that I thought this was a fascinating interview. One needn’t want to copy to appreciate the topic.
I’d add, too, that for all the insults being hurled at him, it’s really lovely to have Shannon back posting articles like this. As journalism goes, this stuff is unique and never less than thought provoking. No one else does it so well.
That was a really intense interview to read. I think the will for deliberate HIV infection is probably the hardest thing for me to wrap my head around. But seeing as he doesn’t have a desire to spread it to others without their consent, that’s easier for me to understand. There’s generally little that I morally condemn, but I really cannot deal with those groups of people out there who are HIV+ and make it their goal to spread it to others.
I, too, am curious about his non-sexual life, if he has a job and the like, but I feel that as long as all parties involved are consenting, I have no place to judge. That said, I have to respect him for being brave enough to pursue what he feels he truly wants for himself. How many of us can say we have such courage?
wow. one of the reasons i love modblog is that you post things like this so unjudgementally. [is that a word?]
#162: While I completely sympathize and understand why you would feel that way (I was ritualistically abused and raped for almost a decade as well) I don’t feel that Shannon’s comment was meant to harm, or meant as a “Oh, well, it happened. Let’s move on.” Wanda acknowledges that he might have turned out differently if he had not had those early experiences, but also acknowledges that he was drawn to filth and degradation even before he was abused.
It is always, always enraging and never in any way acceptable when a child is abused. But I think Shannon’s comments were geared more towards the fact that Wanda has taken something that could have been a very shaming, humiliating, scarring experience and found a way to take back the control that was taken from him. He chooses the situations he puts himself into (even if he does leave himself open to pretty much any experience) and he is choosing to live with the outcomes…and he is enjoying it.
Would he have been a kinky person had he not been abused? In my opinion, yes. Would he have been drawn to such an extreme if he had never been abused? I don’t know. But I do know he seems to be enjoying his life, has very clear goals and has clearly defined the motivation behind those goals.
5kem5 - I just watched Hated last weekend. First time learning anything about GG. Interesting fellow, to say the least.
i found that really interesting. this is my favourite kind of interview, learning about people with these extreme desires. whatever floats your boat ;)
more interviews like this please shannon!
There’s no explanation of anything here. When a legitimate question is asked, all Wanda does is spout some sensationalist statement. In response to the question, ‘What was your first sexual experience?’ a paragraph follows where Wanda talks about liking to eat human waste and deriving pleasure from the possibility of ‘perverts’ masturbating to his videos. It has nothing to do with the first sexual experience, it’s just more of the same crap spoken in every response… he just wants to be seen as filth, I think even idolized in a way through the extremely depraved filth he engages in.
I’d go as far to say that some of his childhood experiences are imaginary and have been created in Wanda’s mind to give him the feeling that he’s been this way since early childhood. It’s kinda like people from are Wicca and claim to be from a hereditary line which was passed down through their grandparents, to their parents, then to them. Mostly they’re just talking smack to make themselves look ‘cooler’.
There’s no insight into a slave’s mind here, no gem of truth to be found. It’s just one man spouting a bunch of hyperbole in the hope’s that we’ll believe he’s the biggest filthy slut around.
I’ll always be of the belief that BME and BME/HARD needs to be kept separate. This interview had no redeeming value other than the fact that Shannon likes this kind of thing and Wanda wanted to talk a lot of shit. Purely based on him posting this interview, I’m starting to change my view of Shannon. I love BME. But I do not love the fact that those of us who are here are going to be branded by the same stick as a person who wants to die of AIDS and the man who interviewed him and somehow thought the interview was worthy enough of being posted on MODBLOG and not somewhere less public.
I just don’t know. I wasn’t unsettled by the interview. It was quite boring reading Wanda say the same thing over and over. It’s more of an advertisement than anything else. Shannon just debased his integrity by posting it.
Wow, I remember readng about bug chasers a long time ago in Rolling Stone, I told my friends, and they wouldn’t believe me! I appreciate this interview though because I was always curious to see the personality of an actual bug chaser. Thank you. And Don, awesome question.
As someone interested in non-so-hard related culture, I can understand the extent to wish one can want to push their body.
However how many times can you say the same thing over and over?
Each to their own, but that could have been an awful lot shorter.
#174: The fact that he will most likely get treatment for it does. In my opinion he should be denied any sort of medical help, period.
Aiglos, as 5kem5 said, I doubt he would seek treatment. In his mind, he want the pain and the degradation and all the negative aspects that comes with having the disease. Seeking treatment would only mitigate these effects and make him “healthy.”
I think a better interviewer would’ve asked Wanda to calm down and stop advertising himself. That’s better left to the forums he no doubt frequents. An interview on BME should consist of actual knowledge, trying to gauge certain behaviours and motivations. I couldn’t find it here.
Interesting, all this time I thought his concave chest scars were from a mastectomy or a bad infection.
All the people who say he shouldn’t get medical help after he gets infected should realize that you could apply the same line of thought with the people who get lung cancer from smoking “you brought it on yourself”… I know nicotine is addictive, but thousands of people stop smoking everyday and it’s a choice you make… same thing for any drugs, should we prevent everyone who’s ever smoked a cigarette from getting free health care (when available)? Should we prevent a crack addict from getting free help to stop taking crack (and you can replace crack with any kind of drugs here)?
Jon/original_sly — “Filth” is very much a subjective issue! Really, it’s a sliding line, and I think we need to remember that mainstream society thinks that many things we see as incredibly mundane are perverse and sickening. I also don’t believe that many people are going to “brand you with the same stick”. The only people who will do that are people at the extremes — people who already think it’s all sick, or people who already think it’s all OK. I think we make a big mistake when we choose to draw lines, because as much as there are differences, there are many more similarities, and we are fighting overlapping battles.
I understand what you’re saying about the repetitiveness of Wanda’s writing, but I think that it’s quite reflective of his thinking which is why it wasn’t paired down. Your guess that some of his experiences might be imaginary is actually a discussion we had here earlier during the editing as well by the way. I asked questions over again quite a few times but kept getting the same answers by the way — it’s not that the questions weren’t asked.
Anyway, as well as this comment forum, I also wanted to invite you to email me at snowrail@gmail.com if you want to chat about any of this or your concerns in more depth. (That goes for anyone).
It’s very clear what his explicit motivations are. As to the subconscious ones underlying this, of course there are fewer insights. He might not be in a position to diagnose or explain those aspects of his psyche.
It’s true that he sensationalised his answers a bit, and no doubt he was getting off on some of the ways in which he was describing himself, but I thought there was plenty of material that provided a genuine insight into his mind; and yet more material that hinted at what might have led him down this path. I just don’t see any basis for your objections, Original Sly.
Oups, I hit “submit” without wanting to…
I was going to finish by saying that everyone did something bad for their health at least once in their life (technically just by getting tattooed/pierced/scared you can get infected in a way threatening your life if not treated) and I don’t see anyone complaining about people who get their implants/keloid/whatever removed by surgeons when the problem gets really bad…
i’m just confused as to why he’s had such a hard time finding AIDS.
re: 115 - ‘I felt that this article wasnt an informatory post about his experiences but yet a personal add for himself, in terms of the way he speaks and responds to questions.’
exactly!
re:188 - the dude WANTS AIDS. like he does all this to contract it. someone who smokes, while knowing they COULD get lung cancer, isn’t doing it as a way to directly develop cancer.
i’m thinking i may need to reread and rethink things before posting, and also reread and rethink my posts before submitting. cos really, i can pick apart what i’ve said once reread.
his single minded desire to achieve his goal of contracting aids is disturbing just as any zealotry is disturbing. religious, social, political, all forms of zealotry should be equally as disturbing. something to think about really…
Very interesting read. By the time I got to the end my mouth was hanging open. I had never heard of but chasers before reading this interview. Its hard to believe that some people want to get HIV. But I guess there really are people of all sorts in this world. But I really like knowing about all aspects of what make people tick. Even the things that are beyond extreme. Usually when I dont understand why someone does something I learn more about it so I can understand. Some of my questions I have still never had answered. There are some things that I still cant understand.
BTW enough flaming Shannon. He runs a great site im which I have met many great people on. He posts very interesting articles and information and he has ALWAYS BEEN RESPECTFUL to others and doesnt stoop down to name calling. What is this high school? At first I wanted nothing to do with the squabbles but some people are being down right disrespectful to others and its really bothering me. Lets keep this a friendly community. We in a way represent the modified comunity so lets try a little harder to be friendly and respectful so we can be represent ourselves the way we should.
what a lot of comments!
Okay so hes a bit different from the norm,but who gives anyone else the right to judge? i have no problems with what hes doing,id only feel awkward or intimidated if he was doing what he does on the street,or removin his breasts in the middle of a supermarket,putting hairbrushes up his bottom in the middle of a football stadium…
no one was offended when they didnt know about him
“My dream is to suck a corpse’s cock and get fisted with one of his feet.” - ermmm, ok then. Is this guy for real?
I think the guy needs professional help with his mental problems!
Who the hell really wants to get HIV/AIDS?
He obviously has some serious mental issues going on :/
It’s funny how many people are all shocked and jaw-dropped from this. Surf the Internet much? Never heard of scat or people drinking cum before?
I agree that his responses seemed repetitive and boring after a while. It was more a sensationalist piece than an exploratory one.
I think people can do whatever the hell they want to themselves, and to others with consent of course. It doesn’t mean I have to enjoy it, but no one has to enjoy what I choose to do either.
Can we all post our fetish personal ads here now?
Well that was informative.
But what I don’t understand is how he expects to get laid so much after he’s infected. It’s one thing to be HIV+ and in a relationship, but if you’re honest and open about it, it’ll really cut down on the people who want to have casual sex with you. And I really hope he’ll be honest about it. He said that he doesn’t want to infect anyone that doesn’t want to be infected, but would he risk sacrificing his sex life for his partners’ sakes?
Donna: I don’t really think that you can outrightly declare that– I say, good for him. He knows what he wants… and yes, it’s COMPLETELY out of our society’s norms. It’s hard for anyone, including me, to understand his behavior. He’s certainly blatant about expressing his interests, but who’s to say he shouldn’t be able to enjoy them?
Good for him, and I wish him the best of luck!
I agree with what some people have posted above that i totally agree should he contract AIDS that he should be denied treatment of it.. and i also think that there is a big worry surrounding this that if he does end up with AIDS, his sex life will be somewhat more limited if he tells people about having the disease, and i wonder how that would affect him?
whether he would then go on to ‘lie’ about it to go back to his kind of lifestyle.
i also think it is totally wrong that people seem to have just overlooked the point he made about the corpse! surely that crosses a line? i really hope there wont ever be an interview on here with someone who enjoys necrophilia!
I wonder if he does anything besides… being a gay whore. Like, I wonder if he goes for walks, or watches tv, or thinks about things he sees, or if he’s a 24/7 cum whore.
Shannon, thanks so much for posting this interview!
Sexuality is a part of human life as anything, and this man wears it on his filthy, dirty sleeve. People like this inspire me, to not be afraid of my body and what my desires dictate. And to those who are judging…what is the difference between this individual and the various things body modification-oriented people do? It is his body, and his journey. I would love to sit down with this monsieur and pick his brain…
There is a freedom in letting your perversion dictate your life, and this man is a righteous example of this.
“Without obsession, life is nothing.” -John Waters
I couldn’t help but think about GG Allin and the song I kill everything I fuck while reading this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeGP8QdGnrk&feature=related
F.Y.I. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GG_Allin
i wonder why contracting aids has been such a struggle for him, given all this incredibly high risk behavior.. should have been guaranteed to have it by now.
really great interview with a really interesting person, though I don’t share any of his fetishes I love deviant bodies and deviant minds :-)
keep them coming Shannon!
i think quite a few of us have a problem with the belief that bod-mod is sexually motivated. if that was a sure thing, then interviews like this which seems totally to do with sex and zero to do with actual bod-mod would fit in just fine. but my mods don’t reflect my sexuality in any way. more my spirituality, so this kind of thing doesn’t gel well with me and i maintain it shouldn’t be here on modblog. the very name MODblog is about mods, not body play. if indeed he’s partaking in body play. this dude just seems to be doing ANYTHING that goes along with his self-image.
This comment is in response to what Stilletto said ,”And to those who are judging…what is the difference between this individual and the various things body modification-oriented people do?”
theres a big difference between bodymodifcation & chasing down the aids virus & eating shit.Most people get modifications because its healthy for there mind & body & enriches there life & makes them feel better about themselves,…. while this guy may think that what he is doing is healthy for him,ultimately it will lead to his death.
Over & over in the article the man insults himself & calls himself garbage,thas not healthy for anyones self esteem to be abused that way even if he does enjoy it, ot me he needs serious mental help.Think about all the babies born with Aids who have no choice or chance at a life & this man was given one & to me hes just spitting in the face of his creator & not having any value or respect for his own life.Its pretty pathetic.
Does he regularly get tested? Or does he just expect to get sick and figure it out on his own. I’m also wondering how it is possible he hasn’t gotten infected yet.
I’m trying not to judge the whole of his life without knowing anything about him outside of what is revealed in this interview, but do you think he has a firm grasp on reality?
But he did say that he doesn’t want to infect others unless the are like him, so maybe he does. I don’t know what the laws are in France, but I know its a felony to knowingly infect others without their consent here in the US.
This guy should write a book Marques De Sade eat ya heart out
reading your intro made me remember that when i was in highschool i stayed a virgin because i wanted sex to be something extreme and often thought about the pleasure of feeling extending beyond pain and onto death in one ultimate act of sex with a girl
of course i daydreamed allot and these were just concepts that i threw around in my head; not really wishes.
but MAN this was perhaps one of the most fascinati